I need something to hold onto.
Otherwise the ground will continue shaking under me, and i'll fall.
I need to know that my love will be returned and that it's not going to waste.
That i'm waiting for something that will last, with no doubt.
Having something to hold onto, gives me strength.
It lets me know I have something to live for, to look forward to every waking day.

I'm not as dependant as I once was but it is nice to know someone will always be there.
Like I always am, no matter what.
I guess that is the lesson I taught myself awhile ago, if life gets tough there is no guarantee someone will be there in the distruction.
I've taught myself to get through those things on my own not by choice, it's just something I had to do.
I am so glad I did because now I have incredible strength.
Once these tides pass i'll be on stable grounds again and floating along.
<3